Hello.
I was feeling low today.
I felt inferior once again, unable to compare and face the world.
My feeling for cca is starting to feel like how i felt in sec 1 in volleyball.
I really dont want the whole cycle to repeat again.
Its miserable.
I have been hiding and running away from some problems.
I need to face up and deal with them confidently.
I made a promise that i wouldnt let other people/desire to take control of me and distract me from my goals.
But its hard to stay focus.
I need the strength.